As much as it sucks, I'm going to have to officially retire Malsumis from raiding for now, at least unti the expansion, if not permanently. I try to play her and truthfully, I find no fun playing her anymore. I've done everything I can think of to enjoy playing Mal, but I just don't. Hell, I even tried healing.... that sucked, but was mildly amusing. And my recent work schedule has been anything but normal, chaotic being the first word that comes to mind. One week i'll have raid nights off, next week I'll have one off, and it just bounces everywhere.
I'm not quitting the guild, or anything like that, I'm just putting her on a back burner for a while, maybe forever, and trying something different. What am I doin different? I dunno. Ain't figured that part out yet.
Best of luck in SSC/TK/Everything else. I'll be cheering from the sidelines.
-Rick